, Throat dry and tight extreme discomfort. The past, these symptoms will only appear in a major test group the night before. I walked out of the dormitory to meet him under a tree about. The school is small, there is no place where you can see, the most important is that I am anxious to reveal that the mind, Oh ~ He came, tall and straight and the burly, and asked: What words of it. I say here is too bright, go to the classroom? The classroom door closedownd, he said, speaking not obvious ... as to the flagpole, are you? What a solemn ah ~ I wasted: No, it is also solemn. I then looked in front of him how small and humble Yeah. I looked down, very sorry, not the just the high-spirited. I feel I have to say what he knows, he knows, and I'm sure. \To have come, do not let me say it? I insist to myself mouth but no words. I feel more smaller reduction doly bowed his head. Then he left, the acceptance to him and I do not offer a chance in the state of extreme inferiority complex Hunhunee end. The entire mode took only a few minutes, but the things my heart contradiction to spend at least a few hours ... watching his back, I stay still very weak, mentally raised an extremely negative own strength. I suspect, identified at that time he was definitely not worth the death of his love. Later, the days obtain along with him are very complex and contradictory feelings, extreme contraction of the whole person. Keep the pain inside his heart. This confusion continued for a long time, in order to avoid embarrassment on campus I have tried to avoid contaction with him. That within the heart of the unwilling, grudge and heart of their denial of their own until graduation. I have people like people, not ghosts ghosts alive, with short hair, I could have been abated to increasingly shorter hair is a male head. This hairstyle has continued to toil (my day!) A few months after. I know, as long as there is no renewal, I have not begun to re-start to accept themselves. Matter of how deep? Impression in the second year of a earnter evening, I often mentioned to colleagues within the disturbing demons can not calm yourself. That night things, the picture that night, that night alsteps makes me feel baneful evil ideas linger, hope everything does not occur, it is a huge shade fell on heart Yeah, so every time I believe of the total within the heart is remorse.
today suddenly reminded of past events has completely no idea until all, or even only thanks: thanks that time he did not let in chaos, I say anything to make any stupid, or did not confess I'm already doing this again, confession was rejected dismal situation I certainly can not cope; gsizeful for his presence, let my college life Buzhi Yu no remarkable memory, if this memory is not so good at the time seemed and even painful no stronger than many more. For me to love who I vulgarity crazye me great pain to bring to me. Today, that kind of treatment potency be for me to play a conserveive character, let me not be jeopardizeed. See. Another point of scene, the situation becomes completely deviateent! Well, thank you a lot! Really. At least for now I'm so conclude of this matter. Thanks for all the good fortune allowed me to grow giving thanks for the kindness and efforts! Have nice memories ~
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08-11-2010, 07:10 AM
giving thanks for the kindness and efforts! Have nice memories ~
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