Mixed feelings of love and hate
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I was happy when you loved me
and sad when you left me
I felt the joy in happiness
and I have tasted the tears of sadness
once I was flying in your freedom
but now I am jailed in your kingdom
those days were like heaven
but now I am sleeping in a coffin
you were my warm sun
but now it is too hot to run
every time I see your picture on the wall
I feel mixed that I wanna stumble and fall
I was happy when you loved me
and sad when you left me
I felt the joy in happiness
and I have tasted the tears of sadness
once I was flying in your freedom
but now I am jailed in your kingdom
those days were like heaven
but now I am sleeping in a coffin
you were my warm sun
but now it is too hot to run
every time I see your picture on the wall
I feel mixed that I wanna stumble and fall
