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Yo what up everyone.. I missed each and every one of you
But of course that "special list" --> whom I missed the most
& "exception list" --> didn't miss at all
Are not empty!! But if I start naming people
Boy I'm gonna get in a lot of trouble

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Well we finished our mid-term exams yesterday
And our mid-term vacation is like 23 days
Shoot me if I waste a moment… okay now I'm wasting it
Let me see if I can say this in 3 simple words
Here's my poem… well well look at that
Hope u like it ^_^

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| xㄨx | ςέιέвŕαţέ чόυŕ мişέŕч | xㄨx |


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Looking back in time I see nothing but the tears
The pain, the suffer and the guilt
The wounds that won’t seem to heal
God I must’ve thought of stupid
How foolish of me to dedicate myself to be
Your all time slave, fulfilling all your needs
I guess I wasn’t thinking
I was chasing after a dream

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And as the days are passing by
I'm always struggling to take you out of my thoughts
But something always takes me back in time
And just when I start losing my mind
You call and I pretend I don’t remember you
Racing my tears to say "who?" x
When you answered me did you
Know that my heart… was pounding so hard? x
And I can't seem to find the reason why
After you hurt me and put me where I am right now
Why is it that I am trying so hard..? x
To get you to see that I moved on

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God this stupidity could kill me
Why can’t I just face the fact
That you were never in love with me..? x
That you were just playing with my heart
Somehow I knew it in the back of my head
But I chose to ignore it and act stupid
And I can't seem to remember one smart thing I did
During the whole time I was with you
I’m so glad I ended it
It was the smartest thing I ever did

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How could’ve I been so blind
Sometimes I wish I could take all of this back
But I know I can't bring yesterday back around
And I know I won't free my mind
Until I get back at him somehow
Have my sweet revenge of seeing him suffer
Satisfy my ego by knowing that he's living to die! x
Counting his days until he's soul is taken away
Seeing everything around him as a way of suicide
A way of ending his miserable life

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And I won't get a second of peace
Until I hear him begging me
While sitting on his knees
Thinking that his pitiful screams could somehow
Break through to my humanity
And the guilt would start burning me
He doesn’t know that what I’m doing
Is for the sake of this shattered humanity
Nothing he would ever do
Would take me back on my mind
Or get me to even think this thing through

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And I can't live a moment of pleasure
Not until I know he's living in suffer
Only then I would be satisfied
Knowing that he's living to die
And I wouldn’t just have the satisfaction of the moment
I would videotape him as he's suffering
And watch it again in slow motion
Zoom in to see his eyes getting teary
Watch the first tear as it drops down
That tear would wash away my pains
It would put on my first sincere smile
In a long long time

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I just wanna take back what's mine
I want everything I gave on waste
I want my time back I want my tears back
And I'll get mine when I see you in pain
When I see you drowning in blame
When I see you losing your own game
I'll put this scene on replay
Watch it over and over again

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And when the pain is consuming your every part inside
And you are this close to lose your mind
When you're breathing hard
Thinking one of these breaths
Might just be your last
Just remember that I am somewhere out there
Celebrating these moments now
Wishing time would stand by
So I could watch you like this forever
Enjoy every single moment of revenge

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peace up A town down